I'm Sorry.

I’m sorry I always hurt you. I’m sorry I’m a bitch when I dont try to be. I’m sorry you think I’m mad at you when I’m really not. I’m sorry you think I’m trying to mold you or you have to change who you are for me because I love you just the way you are because I always have and I always will. I’m sorry I have outbursts of anger that can hurt you. I’m sorry you think I’m not as understanding as I really am. I’m sorry that I can’t control my emotions and that when you see them it’s usually when I’m about to break. I’m sorry I don’t tell you everything. I’m sorry you think it’s because I don’t love you and I don’t trust you but really I don’t want you to have to worry about me too. I’m sorry that I can’t be better for you. I’m sorry that I’m really a horrible person. I’m sorry you think I don’t wanna visit you when actually that’s the only thing that I’m looking forward to this year and it keeps me going. I’m sorry I’m so fucked up. I’m sorry I’m so unfair to you because I am. I’m sorry you think I don’t appreciate you when you’re the only thing in my life I’d do almost anything to keep in my life. I’m sorry I’ve taken advantage of you. I’m sorry I did what I did. I’m sorry I make you feel like you’re always doing something wrong when you’re not. I’m sorry I’m such an asshole. I’m sorry I probably make you regret coming into my life. I’m sorry you probably regret what you sent me. Sometimes I’m sorry I was born then you wouldn’t have to deal with my shit. Most of all I’m sorry for adding to your pain. But I want you to know that I’m here. I’m not going anywhere. I need you. I love you. I love you so much. I know you don’t understand how much or why, but I do. I’d do anything in the world for you. Even if it meant I’d die trying. I love you to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, in it, and above. I promise, I promise. I just want you to realize how much I care. When I hit rock bottom everything is bad, everything is a lie, everything is horrible, everything hurts and nothing is beautiful, everything is magnified 20,00 times and it’s not your fault. But when I come out of it and you’re the light at the end of the tunnel, I’m glad I survived it. You made this world tolerable. You kept me going. you still do. Always always. I just want you to believe that I’m here for you.I trust you with my heart, I trust you with my mind. I trust you with everything.I hope you know that. I love you. I trust you. —

"Why"

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together? 
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Mga walang magawa.

Nakakaasar yung mga taong ginagawan ng ganyang ung picture ni JESUS grabe nakakaasar sarap nyong ibaon ng buhay walang magawa at halatang walang respeto sa PANGINOON. Haaay kung sino man ang may gawa neto eto lang masasabi ko sayo kung wala kang magawang matino manahimik ka nalang di pati si JESUS pinag-ttripan mo.

Yung mga anak na wagas kung makapag inarte kapag may ibang TAO :)))))

Kelan mo masasabing TANGA ka sa pag-ibig.

:(

“Ang pera natin, hindi basta-basta nauubos. Pero ang pasensya ko, konting-konti nalang!

Iba ang “namimiss ko lang sya” sa salitang “mahal ko pa sya”.

Spelling pa nga lang iba na di ba? Minsan nalilito tayo sa dalawa kung MISS MO LANG BA SYA O MAHAL MU PARIN SYA. Minsan ay darating ka din sa ganyang punto na maguguluhan ka nalang.Kaya bago mu sabihing MAHAL MO PA SYA ay siguraduhin mo muna sa sarili mo at sa puso mo. Bago ka gumawa ng aksyon siguraduhin mu muna kung anu ba talaga. :D

Lumilipas ang araw na maiisip ko nalang na nakakasawa din pala ang hirap kasi ee magulong mahirap basta di ko maintindihan.Karapatan ko namang umayaw di ba lalo't nasasaktan na ko at nahihirapan din. Maiisip mo nalang minsan na bakit ganun sya di nya ba alam yung salitang dapat isa lang ang mahalin nya,naguguluhan ako watapekpek. :)))



Lilipas din tonalam ko  di lang sya ang taong pedeng magmahal skin oo masakit sa una pero kpag natanggap mo na sa sarili mo na walang mangyayare kung ipagpapatuloy nyo pa to makakamoveon ka din ..

Eto ang karugtong ..


Minsan naman OK! kami pero minsan ay hindi,una di ko masabing lahat ng panahon at atensyon na dapat ibigay ko sknya ay naibibigay ko,pangalawa ganun din sya skin tulad ng nabanggit ko. Ok namn kasi kahit papanu nagkikita kami at nakakasama ko sya OK din namn kasi masaya kami kilala nya namn ako ee panay lang nakatawa at masaya ,ganun din sya. Pero di dun nagtatapos kasi mas madalas away namin HOBBY nga namin un ehh ang mag away.


Wala yatang araw na di kami nagkakasumbatan ehh pero sa kanila ng lahat ng iyakan,sumbatan,inisan MAHAL PARIN NAMIN ANG ISAT ISA :)) ♥  

Una di ko alam kung anung TITLE neto :)


Basta alam ko pagkatapos kong mabasa ang txt nya huminga ako ng malalim sabay sabing OK! yan gusto mo sige ikaw ang bahala,pag kakaalala ko lang sa txt nya ay ganto *di ko alam kung ikaw ba ang priority ko o ang paglalaro ko!* yan ang pagkakaalala ko kung di ako nag kakamali,kc may isang tao na ang sabi sakin na kung di naman masyadong mahalaga ang isang bagay at tao dapat ng kalimutan un at dina dapat tandaan (DAVID PINILI) yan ang taong nagsabi sakin ng katagang yan kaya nga sya kinalimutan kona ksi di naman sya mahalagang tao HAHAHA BITTER,mabalik tayo sa kwento ko at erase erase na yang tungkol sa lalaking yan,Di ko namn sinasabing di mahalagang tao  ang nagtxt sakin sadyang makakalimutin lang talaga ako:) yown lusoooot! hahaha. OKIDOKS! ganto yan mabalik tayo yun nga ung sinabi nya yun sempre sa txt lang pero speechless parin ako nakakabigla kaya OHA! arti arti.

Pangalawa di ko namn sinasabing gawin nya kong PRIORITY aba sinu ba naman ako diba? peru un nga ang sabi nya kaya wala akong magagawa PUCHA meju nakakawala  sa wisho kapag nag bblog ako at pag tungkol skanya ang sinusulat ko ewan ba, osya balik tayo sa kanya :)) palusoooot naman ako! Bali iyon nga nakakalungkot nga lang na isipin na hanggang dun nlang yata talga yung lahat ng nasimulan namin at ang salarin eh yung paglalaro nya haha!! BABAW lang di ba parang baha na hanggang talampakan :)) ooops dagdag senyong kaalaman KUNG KALBO KA WAG NA WAG KANG SASAMA SA MGA KAPWA KALBO KASI ANG SAGWA AT ISA PA PAG MAGKAKASAMA KAYO PARA KAYONG FISHBALL NA PINAPAKULUAN AT LUMULUTANG SA KAWALI NA PUNO NG MANTIKANG DI ALAM ANUNG BRAND ! HAHA.


ETO NA NGA ITUTULOY KO NAG KWENTO KO.

itutuloy..... hahaha!